Today is the day i felt really miserable, lost and uncertain for what will happen. I choose to trust her, but yet, my heart says different things. I let my guard down, my rasional down and myself down. Just could see her happy is what is matter. I felt like falling into a dark hole, sitting alone and waiting to rot. Waiting for her to pull me back up, to make me feel needed once more. Argghhhhh!!!! I hate this feeling. I've been there before and yet I went in it again. Until when should i started to call for help, to cry for help, to scream for help so that my voice will be heard and hoping she would come and save me. I seem voiceless, only screaming inside alone and crying my heart out, alone. Never felt this kind of lonliness before. It's geting more and more worse..
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